happy holidays

First, I would like to wish everyone a wonderful holiday season and the most happy, healthy, exciting new year!!

I wish, boy do I wish, that I could have been on here keeping up to date over the holidays but unfortunately sickness prevailed. Big time! 5 full days of some nasty stomach flu. About 4 wasted days of not getting a thing done. And the worst part was Nicholas picking it up as well, thankfully only for the one day and was right back to normal. Ugh. But I'm happy, oh so happy, to say that I am feeling better now and thank you everyone that sent me wonderful birthday messages, left great bday voicemails, all of it. Vicki, my birthday would not be the same without you singing to me like you do each and every year!

So, let's go back a week...

Sydney flew into Toronto last Monday and boy was she thrilled to fly up to a winter wonderland! Snow everywhere and she was more than impressed. As we all know though, that soon went from beautiful, scenic powdery white to an ugly, dirty mess with the rain that came. I'm still crosssing my fingers that we will get some fresh snow so we can get her out tobogganing before she leaves next weekend.

Nicholas was so pumped all week waiting for the big guy! So much fun having these little munchkins running around just so full of excitement. Unfortunately, the boys missed seeing Santa this year with Mommy being sick. Syd and I did take them on Christmas Eve to see Santa but he wasn't at the mall that day! I know, we were a little stunned too but I guess he was busy getting ready for his big night.

Mom and Dad arrived Christmas Eve. I was able to make it out from my second dwelling (washroom) every once in a while to spend a little time with them but not much. Being my birthday (28th, right Bon? hehee), I tried...I did but was in bed very early hoping that my wish would come true and I would wake up healthy. A wish that didn't quite come true.

Christmas morning, Nicholas woke up running into our room with Merry Christmas wishes and hugs and waiting very patiently for the others to wake. Quite impressive for a 4 year old. We came down, his eyes wide as saucers and giddy with excitement to see that Santa brought him exactly what he had hoped for. He actually said he wasn't sure he would because of his behaviour lately. He doesn't miss a beat, that one!! Then we sent him up to wake up Poppa and Goki and continued opening the rest of the wonderful gifts. The biggest hit was when Nicholas opened his race track we bought him....it was priceless! I think he was actually squealing. Perfect.

We were very excited to share with Syd about our upcoming trip to Mexico and that she would be coming with us. We have had it planned for quite some time and nobody spoke a word to her about it so we could surprise her. Well, that is, until Christmas Eve when apparently Mom and Dad made some comments about going to Mexico to Syd. They are coming along as well.

We enjoyed a wonderful Christmas day.....dinner (just want to mention that Syd made a delicious cheesecake for dessert)....evening. A day full of typical Linton humour and carrying on.....of which I think Syd is still getting used to!!

Boxing Day was glorious....for me anyway. I felt healthy. Yay. And my brothers gang was over for a visit. We also had a poker game that night and a big victory for Mom!

So, here we are....the 28th. Sunday. Work looming on Tuesday. All those sales out there waiting...so I think we may just have to go out and get in on those bargains. Maybe even take a step into the 2000's and buy a new tv.!!

christmas concert/vp dinner

Must be this busy time of year for my lack of updating. And the thing is too....I am off and have been since Monday night. But I'm here now and I want to first write about the awards dinner last Saturday night. As most of you know, Johnathon was invited to this recognition dinner by the Vice President of Pickering A. We had no idea what to expect but he gladly accepted.

The 'do' was at the Lake House at the Pickering Marina. Very nice. Cocktails and hors d'ouevres were flowing when we arrived and everyone was mingling about or schmoozing (I'm the mingler, J is the schmoozer...haha). Some photos were taken and then we were seated for dinner. We lucked out and had a great table - lots of good conversation and lots of laughs. After dinner was the awards ceremony where each award recipient was individually brought up and the Director would give a little speech about them and their contributions. It was really quite good...and often quite funny. I was...and am VERY proud of my hubby. Such wonderful things said about him. You rock baby!

Last week was also Nicholas' very first Christmas concert at school. He actually woke up singing in the morning and it just made me smile. What a perfect way to wake up. So, off to school he went and then Johnathon and I met there for the show later in the afternoon. How cute is it watching these JK/SK students singing away and grooving a little too. But, like I said on my facebook, Nicholas went all 'Mommy' on us and turned out to be quite shy about the whole performance. He sang some though and there were parts where we could even hear him. But all in all, a wonderful show and so, so adorable.

very exciting news

So, an update to my last post.....

My little Shane-man was having yogurt this morning and as I was giving him another bite, he reached up and touched my face and said MaMom....Mama!!! Music to my ears :0) And after I gave him a gazillion smooches, he just smiled at me so proudly. Yes, I am on cloud nine!

It's also a big day around here with Nicholas' Christmas concert this afternoon. He woke up singing, he is so excited about it. We'll be there extra early hoping to score good seats..

picking up the slack

(.....i wrote this Monday night and didn't post until now as i waiting to add pics...will post a current entry as well...)

It has been way too long since I have posted. Way too long and I now I am left with having to update the past couple of weeks in one sitting. Ah! The boys, of course, come first and they are doing well. Yes, they are still battling these damn ear infections and Nicholas is being referred to a specialist with all likelihood, he will need tubes. Fine with me….anything to finally rid him of this. He is still struggling with hearing at times but thankfully, he never complains of any pain. Shane, as well, still has his infection but hopefully, it will be cleared up with this latest round of antibiotics otherwise I will see to it that he is looked at by the specialist as well.

Both boys seems to have picked up colds again…..or did they really ever get rid of the last one?? Through it all though, they really do not complain much at all….even with Shanes new raging diaper rash brought on by the medicine.

From our last visit with Dr Ross, Nicholas was put on a stronger antibiotic and he really trooped through the first couple of days but the third morning, he was sitting in our bed before getting ready for school and I brought him up the medicine mixed into some juice (we were warned that it tasted nasty) and he just let it sit on my night table and looked at me with the biggest, saddest eyes with big croc tears welling and streaming down his face and proceeded to tell me that he would rather not have any presents from Santa this year than take this medicine. He said maybe next year.

Oh, my aching heart….who could ask any 4 year old to swallow this disgusting medicine with all that going on (and believe me, it was NASTY….I tasted it myself…NAS-TEEEE!!!)??? Not I….and even though Daddy says he knows how to pull at my heartstrings (of which he is right), even he would not make him take the medicine. So, I called into the docs office to either have his specialist appt expedited if possible or change his prescription which they did and he is now on yet another round of antibiotics.

Okay, enough about all the sickness that continues to plague us at the Hash House. Ugh!! On to some good stuff….

Nicholas has his first Christmas concert on Wednesday. He has been singing away the Christmas carols they will be singing…..and he is quite good! Even the teacher told us today at our parent/teacher interview that he is quite the participant at practice and is really doing very well with the singing and the preparation for the concert in general. I simply cannot wait!!! We will be there with bells on…and strapped with both camera and video cam. (okay, okay, I still have not figured out how to transfer the video off this particular memory card but I will get it down in the next week and share his concert footage!!). This is my goal.

Our interview with Ms Edwards, Nicholas’ JK teacher, went really well. She seems quite delighted with our munchkin. A couple of times, she mentioned that he is grasping things ahead of even the SK’s….and although that may sound pretentious, we already knew his progress is excellent. He truly is a very bright boy and still daily, continues to amaze us with what comes out of his mouth. His vocabulary is out of this world! Nicholas is in a JK/SK split class being one of only 5 (I think or 4 possibly) JK’s. Although I feared a little at the beginning about that, I think now that it is only an advantage for him. The only disadvantage that I worry about is that sometimes I don’t think the older kids always include him in play activities. And to top it off, his best little buddy at school, Chase, is going away for at least a month, possibly two. His teacher let us know and she too is a little concerned that Nicholas may find that difficult. Apparently, they ‘hang’ together all the time so we did talk to him about it tonight and he doesn’t seem too phased but we will see how things go.

Shane is doing wonderfully….his new thing (well not so new really, he started this a couple of weeks ago) is climbing up on to the sofas or our big comfy chair in our room. At first, it froze me with fear but I guess after having one boy already, I quickly got over it and now, I watch with a careful eye but he seems to have perfected this feat and always guides himself down perfectly fine. Little monkey!

Every day, I try to get him to say Mama, Mommy, even the sound of an M….but NOOOOO, that is all reserved for Daddy!! I remember one day in the past couple of weeks, he said Daddy so clearly, Johnathon and I looked at each other….like did you hear that?? Because really, he is still a mumbler and he regularly will make out Dada sounds but nothing with this clarity. It was pretty neat.

The house is almost, ALMOST ready for Christmas. I had big plans of getting lots of lights put up outside but that is looking more and more like a dream. But inside, the decorations are mostly up and the tree looks very pretty in the front room. Nicholas had so much fun putting the ornaments on and I suggested we get him a small tree for his bedroom. He was quite pleased about that so we kept some ornaments aside and hopefully, tomorrow, I can get that picked up for him.

We had a holiday dinner party on Saturday night with Kevin, Anne, Stewart and Laura. Lots of fun!! It always is. Great food, conversation and even better company….with a little dancing thrown in!

Next weekend is Johnathon’s leadership recognition dinner with the VP. No idea what to expect and though I am very proud and happy for my hubby with this invite, I’m a little nervous but I know in the end, we will have a great evening. We have made it an even better evening with Cheryl agreeing to stay with the boys overnight and Johnathon and I will spend the night away at a hotel.

And you may ask yourself, what did I decide on for an outfit?? (ok, it hasn’t crossed your mind at all but it certainly has mine). And I will tell you…..that I have no idea whatsoever! Anyone want to go shopping?

another week flown by

Yes, another week has gone by already. Another week closer to Christmas though :0)! Yay!! I am really starting to get into the Christmas groove. No decorations up yet and not even sure who, if anyone except Sydney, will be joining us this year. But that is alright. This evening is Newcastle's Santa Claus Parade - Nicholas and I are really looking forward to it. It seems it has become kind of a tradition now that Andrea and Danaka join us for the parade as well...as they will again this year. If we remain in Newcastle, Nicholas will be able to say that he has been to every parade since they began 4 years ago....kind of neat, I think.

Nicholas has been giving alot of thought to his Wish List for Santa. Quite a task picking out 3 items! But, he has told me that this last list is his last revision (say that fast)! So, as of right now, he is wishing for the Matchbox Space Shuttle Mission (which Santa has already found on sale and is hidden away), the WallE laptop and the remote control WallE.

Shane, well, I think he would be quite happy to just share Santa's plate of cookies!!

My wish is that we could all just be healthy together, even for a day or two!! Nicholas and I were both back to the doctor this past week. It turns out he has quite a high tolerance for pain because Dr Ross could not believe that he doesn't complain about his ears hurting. They are both very swollen in there and very red! Double ear infection that we are now fighting with antibiotics. The only thing Nicholas said to me before we went to the doctor is that his ears were asleep! I noticed he wasn't hearing me properly so that prompted me to get him in.

The boys and I have been fighting this nasty cold for weeks now! Just when I thought we were nearing the end, Shane wakes up yesterday morning with a fever. But even though he was feeling like kaka, he still can always give you a sweet smile and giggles here and there. My sweet boy. He woke again this morning the same way but has since lost the fever. Crossing my fingers and toes that he has past it and we can all bundle up and head to the parade together.

Friday was our 'regular' poker night....and I'm happy to say that my honey won the game!!

Yesterday, while Shane was resting with Daddy...I took off for some errands. And one of those was picking out paint for the kitchen! And I see you....some of you....rolling your eyes....Laura is painting again!! Haha...well, yes, I am determined to get the kitchen painted by Friday when Mom and Dad come for a visit. I really can't bear to look at the blue any longer.....so Split Pea (Benjamin Moore) it is! Doesn't sound so nice, does it? Trust me, it's awesome...I love it!

feeling better....touch wood

I don't want to speak too soon BUT I woke up this morning, waiting for the yucky awful way I've been feeling to take over but I'm happy to say that I feel quite a bit better.  Nowhere near 100% but I will take it!!  

So, with this new found feeling, I've been going all morning....and Shane has either been right by my side being my little helper OR right along Nicholas' side watching, playing, learning - there is no doubt that he adores and idolizes his big bro.  It is so cute to watch.

I also want to pick out new paint for the kitchen....but ssshhhh....Johnathon isn't aware of this quite yet!  Hmmm, maybe it would be better if he read about it on here!

Christmas is in the air around here and I'll be taking the boys out a little later today to pick out some new decorations and lights.  Our parade is next weekend and hopefully Nicholas will have his Christmas list for Santa ready.  He is now on revision 4 !!

(couple random pics from the weekend)

trying to catch up

Let's see....what's been going on beside all the sickness not just in our home but others I'm close to as well. Ugh.


Weekend was great (minus Shanes Sat night episode). Friday night, the hold 'em gang was over. Unfortunately, my winning streak ended but sometimes you have to let others win just to keep them happy, ya know ;0). Congrats Shawn and Scott..

Saturday, Mom and Dad made it down....and then a little later on, Krystal and Alex made it in as well. So good to see them and I have to say that I'm so happy for my cousin, Krystal. She seems so happy and in love with Alex and they have taken the step of renting an apartment together at Yonge/Eglinton...VERY exciting....and how great to have another place to crash in TO. Ahem, I don't know if they know that I'm serious about that....lol.


Sunday was my nephew Olivers first birthday party....what a house full and wonderful to see everyone. Unfortunately, the little man was sick and as far as I know, still not 100%. Mom and Dad were over afterwards for another night...and yes, another game of hold 'em. I won't mention who won. Okay, okay....Dad took the pot. Have to give the old guy a game once in a while too...!


Tuesday was another date with my munchkin, Nicholas. We did some Christmas shopping and then out for lunch and then went to see the new Madagascar flick. He was so excited to go to his second movie. He really liked it but I don't think quite as much as Fly Me To The Moon but nonetheless, a wonderful day out and again, what a perfect date he makes!


Now, not only was Tuesday a great day with Nicholas, it was also Remembrance Day as we all know. Nicholas was eager to get his poppy on that he got from school and while we were driving towards Oshawa, I explained to him more about what this day means. He really listened intently (like he does) and then I explained that we were going to pull over the truck at 11:11 and have a couple moments silence in remembrance of our fallen soldiers. Some of you may not know but we live along the corridor of Hwy 401 that has been named the Highway of Heroes http://www.premier.gov.on.ca/news/Product.asp?ProductID=1689 so how fitting that we were driving along it at this time. We were driving and while trying to explain to Nicholas, I was in tears with many thoughts of these completely selfless and brave men and women and the absolute incredible sacrifice that they make. True heroes.


We pulled off and although we didn't quite make two minutes, Nicholas did actually stay quiet for a minute. This is very impressive for my little guy....who at the best of times, stays quiet for oh, about maybe 5 seconds at a time. Yes, he definitely has picked up the gift of gab and we all know, that isn't from Mommy (well, okay....maybe some of it)!


There have been times when I know that a fallen soldier will be coming through our hometown that I want to take Nicholas but we went through a little phase a while ago where he was really questioning death and I just didn't think he was ready for that. But now, I'm re-thinking it as he seemed to kind of 'get it' and I just want him to always know and respect these beyond brave heroes. Of course though, I so completely hope that this voyage won't have to be made again..

Okay, I am two hours in from being home from my first 12-hour night shift in about 5 years....time to say night-night. Night-night!

sickies all around

I really don't like falling so behind with my blog....and I'm not really certain why I have. Just alot going on and maybe a little overwhelmed trying to 'blog' it.

First off, 3/4 of the household is sick or has been sick, still sick. Just sick. Late last week, we actually took Nicholas into the hospital, he had us quite scared. Thankfully, our worst suspicion of appendicitis, was over once he threw up five times at the hospital. That morning, he just would not move position in our bed, not even to watch his shows. I knew at this point, something was very wrong! Since then, he has been pretty good except he has a horrible cough and a forever runny nose.

Shane's turn came late Saturday night just as I was sitting down to play some hold 'em with my parents, Krystal and Alex and J-man. He just started screaming and truly, it did not end all night....oh, until about 630 am! We tried EVERYTHING and he would maybe fall asleep for 10 or 20 mins and be back at it again. Ugh....a very trying night and after a big mess in his diaper, he was just fine.....well except for his runny nose and severe cough as well.

And now, it is Mommys turn. I could feel it coming on yesterday while out with Nicholas and then it just progressively became worse. Much worse. My big plan last night was to stay up as late as I could because yes, the day has come and I go in for my first night shift tonight. I really need to sleep, should be sleeping now....but here I sit. At least I'm sitting in my bed typing this and plan to close my eyes in hopes of hours of sound sleep. Ya, right.....in my dreams! Hopefully.

I am bound and determined to fight this and be fit for work....does being all doped up on head cold drugs mean I'm fit for work? I guess we shall see...

you go baby!

This is a post for my hubby....he came home one night late last week and handed me an invitation. I was thinking...hmmm....don't know of anyone getting married, what is this?

This is what he received - (I am having trouble with the size format so if you click on the invite, it should enlarge).

I then jokingly asked him who he was taking? hehehehe! NOT a big fan of these affairs where you don't know any one...BUT I am very proud and very happy to be by his side. You rock honey! This is only the beginning ;o)

So, now, my question is.....What Am I Going To Wear????

the weekend

What a completely fabulous weekend I had!! And I'm topping it all off with a vac day to begin the week. Perfect.





Friday, Halloween, sooo much fun! The boys had such a great time trick or treating and the weather was something to be remembered. Growing up, we all remember Halloween nights that were bitterly cold or snowing and if you were like me, you would just suck it up and still wear that little costume without covering it with your big coat. BBBRRRR. I mean, that was when I was a bit older and venturing out on my own with friends...that coat would be ditched the first opportunity I had (hehe...good thing Mom doesn't read my blog (yet)). But this past Halloween, it was such a perfect and warm evening. No worries about bundling up....and we were off.



Everyone just loved the boys and their costumes. I think some of those women wanted to scoop my boys up as their own! One woman even gave Shane this purple strobe light thingy that he seemed fascinated with. And did Nicholas ever impress us with how well he used his manners. And if Shane didn't make it to every door, Nicholas would let them know that his little brother, Shane, was with him....so they would give Nicholas a treat to give him. He would come right over to Shane and give it to him in the wagon or put it in his Elmo. "Here you go Shane". Such a good big brother.

Saturday was my day/night away with Bonny. We met up around noon and headed to the hotel to leave my vehicle and our bags. We jumped in a cab to the theatre district and went for a quick bite and a glass of wine before the show. To the theatre from there to see Dirty Dancing http://www.dirtydancingtoronto.ca/. ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!!!!! I have been to quite a few theatre performances and let me tell you, this one is my absolute favourite. If you have not been and have the opportunity, GO. And I'm certain if you have already been, you would go again in a heartbeat.....as Bonny and I are going to do. It was a great day....and we were impressed with our hotel choice (http://www.grandhoteltoronto.com/). Dinner was good and the company awesome. Thanks Bon, looking forward to the next time.



Sunday, back home to my three boys...we took Shane and Nicholas to the clinic to have both their ears checked as Nicholas was complaining of an earache on Saturday and we just weren't sure about Shane and if he had managed to beat his. They were both clear so that is a huge relief!



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On a sad note....Johnathon's Uncle Frenchie passed away this weekend. Mom (Jeanette) has been down in Louisiana to be near him through this. Our hearts are with all of you down there.

Also, what seems to be quite tragic, my Aunt Carolyns former boyfriend and still close friend, died late last week. R.I.P. Bruce.

and the time has come...

Well, I walked into my pre-job on Monday and I could just feel it….it was in the air. My shift change notice looming. And yes indeed, that is exactly what I got. Yep, the time has come that I have been dreading and I will begin shift on November 12th. I will say though, I have thought a lot about it before and since and it really won’t be so bad. The cons: – 12 hour days or nights…ugh! I’m really hoping that I can sleep better through the day than I used to on shift. Maybe with the lack of sleep that comes with wee ones, I won’t have that problem. Another con….working 2 out of 5 weekends (5 week rotating schedule). The biggest part I worry about is not seeing the boys for 2 or 3 days at a time BUT with all the extra days off, we head to The pros: only ever working 2 days through the week. Lots of extra days off. More money. 10 day stretches off where you don't have to use any vacation (bonus!)..which includes a 10 day stretch off over Christmas.

Other than that, not a whole lot going on….had a nice weekend with the boys. Anne was over Saturday night for dinner and drinks. Johnathon left us pretty much alone after dinner while we gabbed away. Always a good time…

Sunday was a lazy day until Daddy got home from work and then we went costume hunting from which we turned up with nothing. Nicholas doesn’t really have any idea what he wants to be. He doesn’t identify with any of the superheroes yet and besides that, there is not a lot out there. So, he let us know (because I think he just wanted out of the store), that he will be a pirate again this year. So, a pirate it is! Aargh!

Nicholas’ teacher, Mrs. Deyell, had to leave for mat leave unexpectedly early so Nicholas went to school yesterday with a brand new teacher. He seems fine with it and Mrs. Deyell had written a note to the children explaining why she had to leave early, at least as much as a kindergarten child would understand. She also sent home a separate note for the parents and we are wishing her well with the remainder of her pregnancy. She has five more weeks until full term and needs complete rest until the delivery of her baby twins!
Well, tomorrow is Halloween....and Nicholas is just pumped about their classes Halloween party and parading around the school in their costumes. Fun. And then we will rush home and get our pirate and little stinker (skunk) out for some trick or treating. Can't wait....pics to come! Happy Halloween :0)

dare i say, winter's on its way..

So, this is how my children had to dress this morning to walk to school. All of us up here know this already, waking to freezing temperatures this morning and after the snow (yes, I said snow) we had yesterday. BBRR. But my family and friends in the south wouldn't even have to think this way, for the most part, at all. Yep, October 22nd, and it was below zero this morning. And if that's not bad enough, I had the boys all bundled up, ready to go to daycare and myself to work....I went out to start the truck and yep, you guessed it....NOTHING! No sound at all, just would not turn over. Kaput!

Made a call to Johnathon, hoping he would somehow magically fix things over the phone. No, instead, I was just instructed to call CAA and have them give a boost. Fine. I did that....AFTER I had to call my boss and let know what is going on and that I am trying my best to get to work. This after being sick last week for a few days. You know he is impressed....but hey, at least I get to provide good gossip for my co-workers. I do my best ;0).

So, CAA shows up....I'm hoping to be good to go....but no. Lots of power CAA man tells me but won't turn over, it's probaly your starter. I'm thinking at this point that I'm not making it to daycare or work at all now....even better gossip! Another call to the boss....but hey, such is life. Oh, and yes, CAA man towed my truck to the mechanic.....ugh! This after a $750 bill a couple of weeks ago for our vehicles!

We had a nice, long, ccccccold walk to school this morning....back home with Shane who is now napping. I am very eager to see if he goes for the regular 4 hr nap that he has at daycare....I will bet that it will be a 2 hr nap. I betcha. And that being said, I better get cracking around here....LOTS to do and better take advantage of this extra time.

Oh, and I want to add a little note to let know that Cheryl's sister, Jody, is being induced this morning and expecting a baby girl today!!! VERY exciting!!!

they are home!!

It’s Tuesday and my other two babes are back home safe and sound. I wish I could say Shane is back to 100% but that is not the case. I think he is getting there but will know more once we take him to see the doc after he finishes up his antibiotics tomorrow. And his poor little bum is on fire. Let’s just get this behind us once and for all.

I am happy to say that so far, so good with Nicholas. He did complain he wasn’t feeling well the other day so either he just wanted some extra Mommy attention (not that he didn’t have ALL of it for 5 days) or it has passed (touch wood).

Sydney is doing great….we can’t wait to get her here for Christmas break this year!!!

Unfortunately, Jeanette (Johnathons Mom), did not make the trip back with them as planned. Her brother, Frenchie, is not doing so well and she was called to Louisiana for the time being. We are thinking of them there..

So, last night I waited anxiously for their return….couldn’t wait to see them….they made wonderful timing from the airport. They were home at 9pm so I rushed to the door to scoop up my munchkin and uh…..NOPE, he didn’t want anything to do with me L …boohoo. Only Daddy. Did I say boo-hoo already?? BUT didn’t matter, I took him and held tight. I know that he really was upset because Daddy woke him from a deep sleep so we went up and got him all tucked into his crib in his home and was quite happy to go back to sleep.

I would like to say this morning when I had to wake him, he was full of smiles and arms wide open for Mommy and the cutest part, when he saw Nicholas, he was giggling and so happy to see his big brother.


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My weekend with Nicholas continued to be perfect! Friday, he was able to spend time with Jack which he has been waiting a while to do. Saturday, Apple Fest and then Sunday, we had our ‘date’. First, we did some shopping and searching for a Halloween costume. Then we went out for lunch and then off to a movie….Nicholas’ very first movie in a theatre. He is such good company and we really had a truly fabulous day. He so enjoyed the movie and sat very intently watching. We saw Fly Me To The Moon which we did not know in advance that it was a 3D movie so that was pure bonus. Nicholas is absolutely fascinated by space so this movie was a real treat. I kept looking over at him and he just had such a happy, content face watching the movie with such joy. And then, in the middle of it all, he looks at me and says to me in the very quiet theatre – I love you Mommy…and then snuggles into me. My smile couldn’t be wider.... He was the PERFECT date!

all is finally well...at least i thought

Another gorgeous autumn day. Nicholas and I are back from Apple Fest in B'ville with Shawn and my nephews. It always seems we are away this same weekend every year and miss this festival. We are usually in Georgia and that is exactly where Johnathon and Shane are until Monday visiting with Sydney and family.

I had an extremely difficult time letting Shane go on Thursday afternoon. We have had quite the week with the poor little guy. It seems the double ear infection we thought we had conquered is still there. Off to the clinic to have him looked at as he was pulling his ears and had developed a couple of fevers. While at the clinic, his fever really spiked and the doctor was quite concerned and let us know what to do....which we did and were able to get him to go to sleep after a cool bath, some advil and lots of loving. About an hour after that, he woke up screaming and it turns out, he threw up all over the crib and himself. I have never seen him look so pitiful. All us parents know the complete helplessness we feel when they are so tiny and unable to 'tell' you how they are feeling. Thankfully, after that, he slept through the night. Since then, he has had a couple of low-grade fevers but the medicine helps and he is now battling the ear infections with a new round of antibiotics.

I have talked with Johnathon a few times and it seems Shane is just not himself on this visit and apparently Uncle Bill is the only one that he will really cuddle with besides Daddy. I wish I could just scoop him up and love on him but Johnathon did say that he was starting to run around and get more comfortable so hopefully since this morning when we last spoke, he is back to his happy self.

So, just when I thought we were through the battle (I am feeling much better now myself and will return to work Monday)....I just went in to check on Nicholas who all of a sudden seems very quiet. Well, there he is lying on the couch and tells me he is not feeling very well and that his whole body hurts. Ugh. Pleeeeease let him be alright! Please.

a wonderful day

So, are we all turkeyed out yet?? I know I am not....am actually looking forward to a yummy turkey sandwich after I finish here. And the beautiful thing is that all our leftovers are all put away in the refrigerator all stacked nicely in their containers. Even all the meat has been removed from the bird and in separate containers.....white meat and dark meat. Who does that??? My husband, that is who....and boy, do I love him for it! Sometimes I wish his organizational skills would rub off on me...but then other times, I like to keep things just the way they are ;0) hehehe.

So, yes, we had a fabulous Thanksgiving day and dinner yesterday, just the boys and us. As much as I was hoping Shawn, Cheryl and the boys could have joined us, it was quite nice with the four of us. Nicholas was very sweet when saying what he is thankful for....he is thankful for his wonderful family and as he likes to do, lets us all know how much he loves us. Some days he loves us as much as space, some days it is one hundred million, other days he just can't measure how much. Our precious boy.

Oh, and I guess I should mention that Nicholas actually had some turkey and tried the mashed potatoes. I think most of us knows that he is the pickiest eater.....and well, Shane, is the complete opposite. That child will eat ANYTHING at least once anyway. And truthfully, I think the main reason Nicholas even attempted this was knowing there was apple crisp and ice cream waiting. Shane was in culinary heaven and enjoyed seconds....even thirds I think of some of it. All in all, a fabulous dinner!

And was I thinking right when I booked today off....I even talked Johnathon into going to work late so we could enjoy some peaceful, alone time after he took the boys to daycare this morning. Fabulous...and we will definitely plan more mornings just like this one. But now...after my sandwich, it will be time for me to get busy with my "to do" list. I thought it a perfect opportunity to get some much needed, dare I say it...Organizing done. So, off I go....

OH....and everyone....GO VOTE today!!!

Happy Thanksgiving

Wishing everyone a wonderful Thanksgiving and hoping you are enjoying time with family and friends. A special day to give thanks but really, isn't every day? It sure is. Just one look at our happy and healthy children.....every second of the day, I am truly thankful :0)

this week

Another week flew by and I didn't get a chance to post....again. Oops!

The boys are doing really well. They are both over their colds and Shane finished up his antibiotics for his double ear infection. He is sleeping better once again and we noticed, his balance is way better....he was taking quite a few tumbles through all of that.

Thursday evening, I had my first photography/camera workshop. It was well worth the time...I learned quite a bit about my particular SLR camera and I can actually tell you what alot of the buttons, switches, doo-hickeys are now! Now, that is an accomplishment. Uh...well, I think I could. I better do some practice today while it's still somewhat fresh in my mind. I will register for part two next month.

For family and friends south of the border, it is our Thanksgiving weekend. This year, we don't have any big plans. I'm trying to reach my brother (somebody pick up the phone up there!!) at Moms in hopes that him and his family will be able to make it here for Thanksgiving dinner on Monday. Otherwise, it's turkey all week! Maybe I should have listened to J-man when he suggested a smaller turkey. I don't know.....I have this thing enbedded in my mind that turkeys are to be big - the bigger the better! But just how much turkey can Johnathon, Shane and myself eat (Nicholas won't touch it)? hehehe....well, I guess we will find out. Recipe suggestions anyone?

So, we started our weekend off with a great day yesterday. Up and out bright and early for Nicholas' first day of skating lessons. I wish I could say that it went really well...but that would be a complete lie. My poor little guy really had a hard time with it and it just breaks my heart BUT it can only get better with more practice. I don't think his new skates are fitting properly and he can't even really walk in them. We are going to take him to a sports shop in B'ville and have them fit him more properly and perhaps trade in these skates. So, yes....that's it. It's not Nicholas, it is the skates. I am going with that ;0)

After skating, we went out for breakfast...something we haven't done in ages. And then, we hit the pumpkin patch. I found a new farm online that sounded full of activity so we headed there. If anyone is interested, it is called http://www.knoxpumpkinfarm.com/ (just north of Mitchell Corners/Taunton Road). We all loved it....there was a barn full of animals and wee baby pigs and calves and baby chicks (CUTE!)....face painting.....corn maze.....pony rides....and the hay ride. We didn't bring our pumpkins home quite yet but Nicholas asked for two wee ones so he now has two new buddies, John and Grasshopper (see pic). I'm not kidding, that is what he has named them...LOL!

keeping my promise

So, here we are....Sunday already! And we had a perfect lazy Sunday....I just love it when there are no plans even though there are one hundred things I know we SHOULD do, we decided instead to laze around and snuggle lots on the kiddies. Now, it is dinner time and I have been shooed out of the kitchen while Johnathon creates a 'masterpiece'. All I know for sure is that he has a pork roast on the rotisserie and there were yummy marinade aromas wafting in the air when I went to grab a diet coke.

So, I am taking this perfect opportunity to write a little and catch up on some other things here. I was thinking to myself how I haven't taken any pics recently of the boys so I just ran around and did just that. I managed to get Nicholas to give me a smile or two for a couple shots even though I was interrupting his new Thomas movie that we bought yesterday. He loves snuggling up in Syds bed to watch a movie. Shane was, shockingly...playing ball! Okay, it's no shocker. This child just LOVES playing ball. That and taking everything he can get his hands on upstairs and throwing it down the stairs. Yes, he gets quite the kick out of that. Mommy....uh, not so much. LOL.

Shane seems to be feeling MUCH better...thank goodness for that! Nicholas' cold is over with too so it looks as if we have a couple of healthy kids at the moment. Yes, I'm touching wood.

Nicholas has school tomorrow and boy, is he looking forward to it. After a slow start with a couple of minor concerns, he is off and running with school. He wishes it was every day, not Mondays, Wednesdays and every other Friday. He tells me how much he loves Mrs. Deyell and that he misses her. Ahhh...sweet, I know. She has sent home a couple of notes this week letting us know how well he's progressing which made me feel much better. We all realize now that Nicholas just needed some time to adjust to something so new for him and also, I'm sure it's hard to adjust from having Mommy home all day to starting a new daycare AND a new school. I know I am still adjusting....ugh!

one more sleep

Okay, I am making a promise to myself to get my blog updated this weekend. We have NO plans except for Nicholas' skating class which begins Saturday morning. And yes, I will have my new camcorder in hand although I still have not figured the thing out quite yet. I do have footage though and will share once able.

Like the title says....ONE MORE SLEEP until Johnathon is home again. Yay!!! He has been away on a management workshop since Sunday....staying at a conference resort on Lake Simcoe near Barrie somewhere. It sounds as if this has been quite a great experience for him and he even was selected to give a presentation with the CEO in attendance...quite a feat! And he did extremely well :0) Go get 'em baby! He was on quite the high from that.

I'd be lying though if I didn't say I was more than excited about him returning home to us tomorrow. It's been quite a week with the boys. Unfortunately, they have been a little under the weather. Nicholas' cold has pretty much faded away but Shane's cough is still quite brutal and after our doctors visit today, we have found that he also has quite an ear infection so he is now on antibiotics and he should be feeling much better in the next couple of days. The past couple of days, he has been quite moody at times and not himself at all. Understandably so...

On top of that, I have been battling these awful headaches.....as I have for many years off an on. Well, it's ON again and it's winning. Ugh. The other day, I can't even explain the pains I was having. I had myself quite worked up and very worried. After talking things over with Dr Ross today, I feel a little better and we are trying out some medication that may or may not help. Let's hope for the MAY. It really has been trying.

Oh, and did I mention that my manager has shipped me off to work in the plant....ya....and I think we all know how I feel about that. I'm not even going to write about it right now as I can feel a headache coming on..... UGH!

On a bright note though, I am next in line for a new position I applied for. So really, it is just a matter of time until everything will fall into place. So, we will continue on....one day at a time....and wait patiently, or at least as patient as I know how..

So, yes....YAY....Daddy will be home tomorrow!!!! The boys will be thrilled....as will I. All except that Nicholas will not be happy giving up his spot beside Mommy every night this week. And honestly, that will be tough for Mommy as well :0)

dart update

I have been super lax with my blog as of late and I need to get back into the swing of things. I have not even wrote about our weekend away at the B&B and time at my parents and of course, the kiddies. But first things first, let's get the dart standings updated or I won't hear the end of it!! hehe. We have taken picture proof of every game we have played but I would have to post 11 pics and I don't think anyone really wants to see that so this is where we stand....

Since last post, Johnathon has won 6 games and I have won 5 which brings us to 11 and 5 in favour of Johnathon. I have to admit, it got VERY ugly for a while there - Jman had won 4 nights in a row!! Our best battle was a score of 373 for Jman and 354 for moi. That was a true Hash battle! Okay...in fairness, I will post that pic.

TGIF!!

Ain't that the truth!!! What a busy, busy week. Life just seems so much busier these days now that I am back to work. Not that it wasn't before....but definitely less relaxed and certainly more hectic. Johnathon is up and heading out by 515…a good bye smooch and ugh, it’s time to get up! And then, I am getting my two sleeping boys up at 6 am (it's a shame, I know), getting them and myself ready for the day....feed Chrissy and let her out for a while (she is not liking these early hours much at all either)....pack up lunch and backpacks....load us up in the Explorer and off to daycare in time to get to work for 7 am. Poor Nicholas, on his JK days, he is just wiped by the end of his day at school which isn't until 345pm. I must say though, the boys have been truly amazing and don't fuss hardly at all when I'm gently waking them up so early (I'm touching wood now that I said that!!). Nicholas usually runs to our room, hides under the covers and rests for a few moments before brushing his teeth and getting dressed and always stops to give smooches and squeezes :0)Today is Nicholas' first day on the school bus. I called him at daycare before they would be walking over to the bus stop as I knew he wasn't crazy about the idea and I feel awful that I am not with him for the first time. So, he starts chatting away and telling me that he is having a very good day and then asked me...So, Mommy, how is your day going so far? So sweet...and then lots of I love you's and Mommy, I will be just fine on the bus.
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Well, I wrote the above earlier in the day hoping to post earlier but this whole work thing interfered…lol. My day is ending here and I’m happy to report that I worked an entire 4 whole days this week!

I spoke with Justyna earlier and she said she felt my pain for me when she took Nicholas to the bus stop and he was nervous and hesitant getting on the bus although he did say how ‘cool’ the bus is. The driver was very friendly and off he went. My brave boy :0) Johnathon and I are meeting at daycare and will walk over to be there when Nicholas gets off the bus….can’t wait!

I didn’t get a chance to write about Shane or the rest of the family….will write more on the weekend. But, we are all doing well. It’s Friday = Yay!!! Oh, and I’m not exactly in a rush to post our current dart standings.

warning....this is ugly!

I hate to say it....but my man has caught up and we are now tied at 5 games a piece....to be continued.

happy birthday syd

I would like to celebrate Sydney's 14th birthday!!! Wow-eee! FOURTEEN!!! I have been so blessed to have this then amazing, beautiful little girl and now, a beautiful and amazing young woman as part of my life and what a privilege to be her step-mom! It has been such a treat to watch Sydney grow...and I look forward to each and every year. Syd, you are a wonderful daughter, a loving and thoughtful friend, and a very special and loved big sister! We all love you very much!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART xo

nicholas is now an official jk'er

FIRST DAY POEM

Every one has a "first day"

When they feel sad and all alone.

It can be so scary

When you're out on your own.

Take my hankie, dry your tears.

You'll find lots of things to do

And you'll probaly make new friends.

I promise we'll be together

When the school day ends.

Here comes the teacher,

Blow your nose and be brave.

Come on now wipe your eyes,

This is no way to behave.

"Well, good morning Teacher.

We really must beg your pardon.

No, MOMMY doesn't always act this way.

But it's my first day of "KINDERGARTEN" !!!

On Monday, Nicholas officially began school....Junior Kindergarten! I don't think I have to say to those Moms that have had this experience in the past or even this same year, how very difficult it seems to be to let go. Even though you are so very excited for them and how they are going to thrive and become even more their own individuals, you just can't help but shed some tears and worry that they will be alright.

Johnathon, Shane and I were there to send our little munchkin off...and he went happily after some smooches and hugs although with some hesitation as to 'what to do'. He did his nervous foot shuffle off to the playground and watched the other little boys and girls. Then the bell went and they all lined up to begin their first day! Nicholas was towards the back of the line, holding hands with a couple other children and they walked in together. So adorable! Man, I am such a wimp...I am all choked up sitting here writing this.

Today, his second day, I was really no better at letting go. But I know how much he loved his first day....aside from his fear of toilet flushers (which he did hold going potty until late afternoon...ugh) and not really getting how to sit cross-legged (we have practiced and perfected that feat!). He made some new friends although we did have to have a conversation about that after he asked me if it was alright for him to be friends with girls! lol. Too precious. Apparently, Megan and Jessica weren't so keen on playing rocks with him at break.

After picking him up the first day, I had to tend to some business in the office so Nicholas asked to sit just outside the door in the club chairs there. I kept turning to check on him and there he is, chatting up one of the other teachers. I could hear him asking her "So, how was your day today?" and "Did you do anything interesting" ... hehehe... and the teacher was chatting away and looking to me with the biggest smile on her face. Charming little guy..

We purchased a new camcorder over the weekend but I am nowhere near any capability with it other than turning it on and doing a basic video. I did capture some video on his first day but uh, I'm still trying to get it on here so that will have to be added later. I love this little thing though....smaller than my hand!

laura 5, johnathon 2

the night before

I am about to head to bed now and my little JK'er to be is sound asleep with really not too many worries about starting school tomorrow except the 'flusher'. Yes, our little man has an issue with public washrooms...and we worry how he will handle it at school even though we have stressed to him how very the same the toilet flusher is the same as it is at home. He seems to dismiss us with that BUT we shall see.

I had a long talk with Debra tonight and it does comfort me with her stories of Madeleine starting JK a few years ago...thanks Deb. And even with that, I know tomorrow morning is going to be...ahhh...I don't know. An experience. An experience that I am excited about and soooo excited for Nicholas about but still...I think as Johnathon said to Sydney tonight....Laura will be a bawling mess. Yep. I probaly will be, just like every other Mommy but I will do everything I have to not show that to my munchkin.

Go forward my little man.....you are going to love all these new experiences....the learning, the new friends....all of it. Mommy looks forward to watching you grow and soar even more. I love you pumpkin.

laura 4, johnathon 1

Okay....we were out Friday night and had no game. Last night, we played two. And it was a victory for both. So, since I started this on here....it is Laura with 4 wins and Johnathon with 1....although with my 'skunk' last night (see right photo), doesn't that make 5 wins?? Hmm.

Oh, and I just had to take a shot of the dart on dart shot that I made! Funny when that happens...

meeting Mrs. Deyell

Off we went to school yesterday.....Nicholas quite excited to meet his new teacher, Mrs. Deyell and to see which classroom will be his. We thought he would meet some of the other children in SK but they were off yesterday. Backpack in tow, we were off. Nicholas told me on the way there that he was going to be such a good boy and use his manners all of the time.

Well, he was a good boy, a very good boy for the entire visit.....up until it was time to put the trains that he was playing with away. Now, our son has threw many a tantrum in his 4 years but none compared to this one..this was a full blown meltdown! We were mortified and though Mrs. Deyell was comforting and beyond tolerant, she must have been thinking....OMG!! and he's all mine!! hehehe....she MUST have been! I am certain the higher grades upstairs must have heard all of it...I'm sure the Principals heard him, oh probaly the households in the neighbourhood heard and most certainly, the next family waiting to see Mrs. Deyell heard. And I bet their child is a complete angel...lah tee dah!

So, my little JKer, without even starting his first day yet has already lost train privileges....

As my Dad so often likes to point out when his perfect grandchild is misbehaving.....it's all on Johnathon's side where that comes from! LOL. Shawn and I were perfect children, don't you know ;0)

dart update

Not that I have a competitive nature or anything ;0).....but I thought it would be kind of fun to post daily Johnathons and my nightly dart game results. I have been meaning to for some time now but a few nights ago, I finally brought down the camera after one (of many...lol) victories! Since then, not to brag....no, not me.....I have won two more matches. HA! (see pics).

Most nights, after putting the boys to bed, we head down for our dart match. We both consider ourselves equal to the other and we most always have a battle to the end game. Fun.

Hey baby....I was pretty easy on you with this post ;0) hehehe...
Let the games begin!!

riverview park and zoo

As most of you know, I am on vacation this week and am not really due back until next Thursday!! Ha! And hey, I can see your eyes rolling!! lol.

Anyhow, it has been an exceptional week with the weather. The other day, Cheryl and I packed up the boys and headed to the zoo in Peterborough which is absolutely free! And it has a great splash pad and park area. And yes, all free! When do you hear that any more these days? The boys had a blast and it was nice for Mommy and Cheryl too. We will definitely go back...would have this weekend but the Orono Fair is in town. We'll be there!

thanks for pointing it out nicholas

So, I'm laughing right now.....my son has just pointed out to me something that has been 'weighing' on me for about 5 weeks now. My departure from my exercise routine. We found a lost dvd of Bob the Builder that the library has been calling for....yay, it is found. I asked Nicholas where he found it and he said it was right here Mommy, on the couch (Johnathon cleaned up under the sofas yesterday), along with your exercise dvd that you haven't used in a while. Yes, it has been a while Nicholas. He then asked when am I going to use it again so I am now determined to get a fresh start with working out. Stop beating myself up for my lack of motivation and get on with it! Today is a new day!

my baby boy is off to school...!!

Today is September 1st....September already! Shane turned 13 mos old yesterday and our Nicholas is 4. 4 and September = Junior Kindergarten!! Yep, our little munchkin, the Nicholas (as he refers to himself) will be off to JK later this week.

Last week, we were able to take him to the school and show him around. We were all quite impressed. The staff were extremely helpful and kind. They totally loved on our boys. All the other grades will have kiddies starting back to school tomorrow but with JK, the children are introduced gradually. Nicholas will go in either this coming Thursday or Friday for 100 mins of classroom time and Mommy and Daddy spend time with the teacher as well. And then, next week, Nicholas will begin his every other day JK schedule. OMG...my little boy is starting school!!!

Nicholas tells us he is nervous about it all but we can also see just how excited he also seems....I know in my heart that by the end of the first day, he will have no desire to come home! This child is so ready for school...so ready. He continually amazes us each and every day the knowledge that this child holds. Friends and family are always impressed with his super conversational skills and information that he will offer...you want to know anything about Space? Nicholas is your man! Am I bragging?? YEP, you bet I am. He's a smartie-pants, that one and I think destined to be the teachers pet....hehehee!

We were also comforted yesterday watching Nicholas immediately make friends with a little boy, Wesley, at the playground. After visiting the school, (we had not done this last year because we had every intention of moving by now which, by the way, is still going to happen....we are just not in any hurry) we finally found out where the public outdoor pool is and a great playground that has a splash pad, playset and also a wading pool for the wee ones. Boy, do I wish we knew about this place a few months ago.

We walked over with the boys yesterday and once there, Nicholas spotted the little boy playing by himself so he went over and they started playing; they really seemed to so easily take to each other. They were chatting and playing and running after each other (my boy who thinks he is quicker than quick....uh, not so much...lol)....and then, of course, they were astronauts and the big playgym was their spaceship. LOL...it was so cute listening to their active imaginations. As Johnathon and I were talking about it last night, it really hit me that our little boy is entering a new part of his life and learning to form relationships and have some independence outside of home. Ahhh...my heart swells and there are tears now as I write this. I have to admit, I think this will be most tough on Mommy....boohoo.

In the meantime, as the countdown is on, we will continue to read his 'first day of school' and 'kindergarten' books and answer all of his questions about going to school the best that we are able.

a day out with thomas

We spent the past weekend at Aunt Tootsie's or as Nicholas would say...Aunt TWootsie's...hehehe. It was nice to visit and also have Shawn and his family there. Tiff and Chris were over as well with Jax and their niece, Madeline for a visit (sorry Tiff, I am unsure of the spelling).....so needless to say, 6 children under 4.....Ya, a little LOUD and chaotic but all at the same time, really wonderful.

Saturday, Cheryl and I took Jack and Nicholas to 'A Day Out With Thomas' at the Ottawa Railway. It was a good day....activities and train tables....meeting Sir Topham Hatt and best of all, THOMAS and our trainride! I have to be honest in saying that I think I was more excited about Thomas pulling into the station than our Thomas-loving munchkins! lol!

Tiah Brooke Ephraim

It's taken me a while to post on here as I wanted to write a little about this little girl who was taken from us on Saturday, August 16th. I never had the honour of meeting little Tiah but heard many funny and touching stories about her sweet, young self. Her mother, Nicole, is a co-worker friend of mine. I also work with Nicole's mom, Lynda.....two wonderful women, two incredible Moms.

Tiah would have been 3 on September 9th.

When I returned to work from mat leave, Nicole and I talked about how she had spent 6 weeks earlier this year at Tiahs bedside while she was in Sick Kids (Toronto Hospital for Sick Children) trying to find out exactly what Tiah was battling. Through all the testing, nothing was conclusive. She eventually left and came home, feeling better. Nicole, after I believe 6 months leave, returned to work in June. Just a few weeks ago, Tiah started showing signs of her illness again. They returned to Sick Kids for ultrasounds and tests and again, they didn't show exactly what was wrong. I don't want to write too much about what they did diagnose because I'm not exactly sure at this point. They returned home....

Just the day before, Nicole was at work....a regular day. The very next morning, Tiah passed.

Through all the pain and grief, Nicole and Thomas celebrated Tiah's life beautifully with her funeral. I wish I could convey how special a service it truly was and a wonderfully touching and heartfelt tribute to their angel. Thomas' eulogy gave us all so much to think about and he was even able to humour us with funny memories of Tiah. The strength Nicole and Thomas showed was admirable. All of our hearts go out to them and their other daughter, Faith. You will always have your beautiful angel by your side.

And afterwards, there were Tiah's faves.... skittles, rice krispie squares, 'monkey' bars and Dora treats for all to enjoy.

happy anniversary

Doesn't seem like 6 whole years ago, on the shore of Balsam Lake, that Johnathon and I became husband and wife...but that's how time goes when you're having fun!

Plenty of ups....some downs....but what a fantastic ride thus far! I love you more than words can say and as we grow old together and watch our beautiful children grow, I know with you by my side that my life is sweet and complete.

Love of my life.....thank you. xo